Tuesday, October 28, 2008
UNBELIEVABLE!who would cry from watching HSM3, mannndamn!I REALLY HATE SEPARATION!!!!gosh!just the thought of it makes me sadgosh!yesterday watch HSM3 withsara, kim and damiendamn! i cried in the cinemasduring the movie and after.firstly during the movie coz they all like really separate with each othereach one of themexcept bryan and his sistso sad okay....secondly, just before the movie endedsara said something aboutme being the gabriella and all of them sending me to airportWALAOsara's fault lathen i kept thinking about the dayi will be in airportand all of them sending me theredo you expect me not to cry?!!i cant help it okay!separation indeed is a sad thingcan you imagine you are leaving all of your friendsto another country??!then i cried in sara's handT.Tthen damien was saying, dun tell me you cry ar-_-okay lahgot ppl cry at the back alsomay be they cry coz may be this is the last HSM moviei dunnobut my reason is different okay! and yeahhi think damien is being 'sweet'kind of lahi was asking for my acash that he promised methen he like saying' i wont give you acash anymorei will give you something that you can bring when you are gone'haha!he like being so nice lahafter i told him that i might be leaving singaporesighi am really in a great confusion!like i have pressure everywhere la' where exactly you want to go aft graduated?''what do you want to take?'FUCK LAthey think i can decide that fast meh???they think i can decide myself???and they think i am not stressed up if they keep asking and press me????what to take??i seriously have no idea.plz la i am still young right!i need guiding right???
i was talking with my bro in law
i am interested in taking photography
he said that is interesting
and i can make quiet big amount of money
however,
he said it would be difficult for me
as my parents wont allow
see la
my parents always said
'decide yourself'
but when i decide on something
they will always comment on it
and in the end they dun allow me
T.T
where to go??FUCKthis is the most confusingfirstly if i go australiai can get the expiriencei can get to know a lot of new thingsand feel being in another countrybut, will i have friends like i do now?i mean, can i take it????secondly, if i stayed in sgmy life will be the same throughout and i am really really scared of o lvl
like can my result make me enter a poly??
and i am really really scared of the stress
God, help me
i know only you can help me....
okay lah, whatever!
after watched HSM3 we went to fareast
then got this event for halloween
so there were some people dressed up in costumes
then when we want to took pictures with this guy
he just stood there and did not move
sara was like 'come on come on'
then i asked her to ask him to move
so funny lah
he dun wan to move and just stand there
i scared later when we walked there to take pict
her will like scared us
and because he didnt wan to move so we took with
the other guy la
then really you know
the guy that didnt move really did move
to scare ppl
haha!
then there is this guy
wearing a hat with white long hair infront of his face
then me and sara took pict
i was like so scared alr lahhh
then i said to him
'plz dun scare me i am v scared okay'
then 'click' kimmy took picture
he suddenlly move towards me la
i was so shocked and scared i screamed!
so embarrassing okay!
sara and kimmy said he was laughing!
damn him
then damien like saying
'i nvr knew anyone who is more scared than sara'
damn damien also -_-
i just know that
when i call Your name
you will always here...
as long as i believe in You
♥our lips must always be sealed
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
