Resistance♥

Thursday, October 30, 2008

HSM 3 ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Can i have this dance <33

Take my hand, take a breath

Pull me close and take one step

Keep your eyes lock to mine

And let the music be your guide

(Won't you promise me)Now won't you promise me

That you'll never forget

(we'll keep dancing)To keep dancing

wherever we go next

It's like catching lightning

The chances of finding someone like you

It's one in a million

The chances of feeling the way we do

And with every step together

We just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance

Can I have this dance

Take my hand I'll take the lead

And every turn will be safe with me

Don't be afraid, afraid to fall

You know I'll catch you through it all

And you can't keep us apart(Even a thousand miles can't keep us apart)

Cause my heart is wherever you are

It's like catching lightning

The chances of finding someone like you

It's one in a million

The chances of feeling the way we do

And with every step together

We just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance

Can I have this dance

No mountains too high And no oceans too wide

Cause together or notOur dance won't stop

Let it rain let it fall

What we have is worth fighting for

You know I believe that we were meant to be

It's like catching lightning

The chances of finding someone like youIt's one in a million

The chances of feeling the way we do

And with every step together

We just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance

Can I have this dance

This is like the best among the 3 movies

for me la...

coz this movie moved me =(

hahas

and this song...

actually a love song

but i dunno why

it makes me sad everytime i listen to it =(

i know la

i am too emotional alr

but dunno why these days i keep on feeling sad

for no reason okay!!

gosh, give me back

the hyper active me D;

nahhh

today was bio spa

not difficult la

and my ans is closed to the correct ans

9.3 =D

and the ans is 9

lols

2 more spas to go

-_-

siannn

and yeah!

only aaron ws and kim got chosen to go for the debate course in TJC

toot la

only counsellors got chosen

-_- not fair!!!!

yea yea damien

i know u got 9.1

but shuddup can ya????

DAMIEN, LETS WATCH AGAIN =DD

♥our lips must always be sealed

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

UNBELIEVABLE!
who would cry from watching HSM3, mannn
damn!
I REALLY HATE SEPARATION!!!!
gosh!
just the thought of it makes me sad
gosh!
yesterday watch HSM3 with
sara, kim and damien
damn! i cried in the cinemas
during the movie and after.
firstly during the movie coz they all like really separate with each other
each one of them
except bryan and his sist
so sad okay....
secondly, just before the movie ended
sara said something about
me being the gabriella and all of them sending me to airport
WALAO
sara's fault la
then i kept thinking about the day
i will be in airport
and all of them sending me there
do you expect me not to cry?!!
i cant help it okay!
separation indeed is a sad thing
can you imagine you are leaving all of your friends
to another country??!
then i cried in sara's hand
T.T
then damien was saying, dun tell me you cry ar
-_-
okay lah
got ppl cry at the back also
may be they cry coz may be this is the last HSM movie
i dunno
but my reason is different okay!
and yeahh
i think damien is being 'sweet'
kind of lah
i was asking for my acash that he promised me
then he like saying
' i wont give you acash anymore
i will give you something that you can bring when you are gone'
haha!
he like being so nice lah
after i told him that i might be leaving singapore

sigh
i am really in a great confusion!
like i have pressure everywhere la
' where exactly you want to go aft graduated?'
'what do you want to take?'

FUCK LA
they think i can decide that fast meh???
they think i can decide myself???
and they think i am not stressed up if they keep asking and press me????

what to take??
i seriously have no idea.
plz la i am still young right!
i need guiding right???
i was talking with my bro in law
i am interested in taking photography
he said that is interesting
and i can make quiet big amount of money
however,
he said it would be difficult for me
as my parents wont allow
see la
my parents always said
'decide yourself'
but when i decide on something
they will always comment on it
and in the end they dun allow me
T.T

where to go??
FUCK
this is the most confusing
firstly if i go australia
i can get the expirience
i can get to know a lot of new things
and feel being in another country
but, will i have friends like i do now?
i mean, can i take it????

secondly, if i stayed in sg
my life will be the same throughout
and i am really really scared of o lvl
like can my result make me enter a poly??
and i am really really scared of the stress
God, help me
i know only you can help me....

okay lah, whatever!
after watched HSM3 we went to fareast
then got this event for halloween
so there were some people dressed up in costumes
then when we want to took pictures with this guy
he just stood there and did not move
sara was like 'come on come on'
then i asked her to ask him to move
so funny lah
he dun wan to move and just stand there
i scared later when we walked there to take pict
her will like scared us
and because he didnt wan to move so we took with
the other guy la
then really you know
the guy that didnt move really did move
to scare ppl
haha!
then there is this guy
wearing a hat with white long hair infront of his face
then me and sara took pict
i was like so scared alr lahhh
then i said to him
'plz dun scare me i am v scared okay'
then 'click' kimmy took picture
he suddenlly move towards me la
i was so shocked and scared i screamed!
so embarrassing okay!
sara and kimmy said he was laughing!
damn him
then damien like saying
'i nvr knew anyone who is more scared than sara'
damn damien also -_-

i just know that
when i call Your name
you will always here...
as long as i believe in You

♥our lips must always be sealed

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Sunday, October 26, 2008

okayyyyyyyyyyyyyy
today i didnt go church =(
so sad >.<
then went to park like at 10?
lols jobless with my two housemates =D
then went to PP
saw alot of ppl okay!!!!
first shiqi, in the bus hahas
then met sara in ajisen ramien
then met damien in borders damn him!
i was accompanying him
and he just left like that whe he saw his family
-_- what a friend.....
and saw other people as well

i hate the word 'forever'
why people can just say ' i love you forever'
'i will be with you forever'
DO THEY KNOW THAT FEELING CAN CHANGE??
why they like say the word forever soooo easily
in the first place, nobody can live forever in this world right
and problem will keep coming
and may be with that they separate?
-_-
aiya dun care me la
i just feeling emo T.T

♥our lips must always be sealed

Sunday, October 26, 2008

HAPPY BELATED BDAY MUMMY SARA =DDDDDD

stop being so horny alr lah
haha
and be gentle abit!
you beat me like siao like that =x
GROW UP GIRL
hahas
kay wish you all the best in everything
you can turn to me when you have any problem
but i cant guarantee that my advice is 100% correct also
aiya
just to let you know
I LOVE YOU
oops that sound so wrong
but idc!
haha
love you, muacks
haha
gonna gove you 15 KISSES AS BDAY PRESENT
haha <33333

♥our lips must always be sealed

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Thursday, October 23, 2008

wooooooooooooooo
ROSIANA IS BACK =D
got miss me???
hahaha
its like ages since the last time i blogged
becauseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i am enjoying myself at TP
hahahaha
okay, this gonna be a long...... post =D

okay so 10 of us from school are chosen to go
to TP for hospitality and tourism course
so the schools who were there are
Montford ( who is sharing the same class as bnss for tutorial =D), temasek sec and pasir ris sec
IT WAS FUNNNNNN <33333

lectures
tutorials
guided trips to pulau ubin
unguided trips
and everything

walao..
separating is a sad thing T.T
i was feeling that all of them are my new classmates
and tp is my school hiks hiks
i dun wanna go back to bnss la
BNSS SUCKS LA walao
T.T but anyway, i have their emails alr =]]]]]]
then come back to school, siannnn
we had PARTY =DDDD mrs fong treated us for lunch =]]
] after that we went for CIP go to the neighbouring blocks,
telling them the important of recycling and asked for newspaper
WE GOT ALOT OKAY =DDDD
and it was funnnnn hahas
i dun even know that that gonna be fun so anyway,
i had my report book -_-
i really really disappointed la -_-
i really really didnt put my best at all for this exams
i dun know what is wrong with me
i can be easily distrupted and lose mood to study -_-
arggggg tio scolded my mom D;
but anyway, i gonna try hard for next year =DDDDD
really really hard from what i think....
i think i should start studying for o lvl
HAHAHAHAHAHA! lols
anyway i got 19/41 in class (sian, so high!!!!)
and 40/201 in lvl (-_-)
okay lah i am not emo alr hahahaha btw
MY LAPTOP IS FIXED
AND I CAN PLAY AUDI ALR =DDDDDDDDD
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
hahahas
soooooooooo news!
i have been accepted into the newsletter team at school
hahas
i think it gonna be fun
and i will try to be the designer for it with minyu
try first >.<>.<>Monyfort guys
Aliff = the smelly horny boy =D
ok fine! 'cute' haha
Syam = the blck elmo haha
Damien = shhh he wears bnss skirt! hahas =x
Jun tian = random guy???
Nicholas = the guy whose lips is pierced
Raj = 'ouch my eyes!' hahas
Darryl = there is always something to comment =x
Fredrick = the bboy dancer, haha (know from friendster)

okayy actually there are 12 boys form montfort, but i have nothing to say >.<>

sometimes i dont understand myself...
i dun know what am i feeling now
but what i know, my heart aches

♥our lips must always be sealed

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Monday, October 13, 2008

HAPPY BDAY TO MYSELF XD

lols thank you for everything guys =D

would like to thank

kimmysarayitingirdinasunwoojeslyncheeengdarrenvivian

shulingdamienheerenshuxuan

and the rest who wishes me happy bday

rayzboiboiminyujerenejanova/mrmickeyxinyijessicajasson evelynsabrina(e bday girl also)farahinsyazana

couldnt recognise coz everybody in class started to wish me happy bday together

and everybody else who wishes me

my jiejie's, my bro in law,my mom,my dad(he asked for present before i say that, x.x thought he is the one who need to give me?? lols)my cousin

my old friends

ko andreko kevincie mariacie fannyjerrycie cynthiasteffannynicoboniemellisaretardedmonmon =D i was touched to know that all of you guys still remember me hiks hiks

lols,my housemates

konicowenascuenicetanteandyadityadikananda(who at first screaming, no! its my bday then all if us is like your bday is tmr, today is cc rosi bday, so cute!)rosalind

so today after school went to tp and eat pizza hut

spent $172! lols okay la actually

15 ppl 172 last year 7 ppl 128 sia haha

all of them are so stupid la

yiting asked me to open the present they bought for me

then when i just opened the small present their voice blast

HAPPY BDAY TO YOU~ and so on

so loud okay, untill the boys next table also singing -_-

and you know what????? they bought me this chocholate then there was CONDOM inside

lols that was sara's parent's LOL

then i callenged darren to drink a glass of pepsi with me

who lose must drink another glasss

my pepsi was like 3/4 of the glass hahaha

then i win of course, darren need to drink another glass '

so funny, poor darren

start!

and i won ha!

and you know what i said to him after he finished drinking another glass??

'actually you no never drink that i aso cannot do anything' haha

i am so bad >.<

then he ran to the toilet lols

and after that sara yiting kim threw me with cake

not fair T.T 3 vs 1

kimmy ws like tickelling me to the ground then piak!

-_- all the bluberry is on my face and hair!

si them T.T

my uniform looks sooooooo big >.<

guess i lost weight? lols i wish >.<

never gain never lose -_-

so........ one more time i say

THANK YOU

to my friendssssssssss

for the memories

for always by my side when i need you

for making me laugh

for making me understand what is called friendship

for everything =]]

and not forgetting

MY DEAR FATHER

JESUS CHRIST =]

for guiding me for the past 15 years

for Your blessing these 15 years

Your grace

Your words which make me strong each and every time

for everything that you have given to me

for the savety you gave to me

FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!

You are my everything

i cant imagine life without you

cant imagine to walk alone

cant imagine YOU ARE NOT IN MY LFE D:

what would become of me????

thanks for everything Jesus

may be the way that i am going through isnt always smooth

but i am sure that you give what is the best for me

thank you for the wonderfull 15 years of my life

I REALLY LOVE YOU LORD♥

♥our lips must always be sealed

Monday, October 13, 2008

Sunday, October 12, 2008

wooohooooooooooooooooooo
yesterday went out with yiting and shiqi
hahas

at firrst me and yiting went to pp

then met shiqi at orchard

then went to bugis

all day was shop shop shop

hahas so retarded

and finally shiqi tried J.CO donuts

haha nice right shiqi?????

WOHOOOOOOOOOOOO
approximatelly 5 HOURS AND 5 MINS TO SWEET 15
YEAA^^

did i changed a bit???
doubt so >.<
hahas

♥our lips must always be sealed

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Saturday, October 11, 2008

YESTERDAY'S PICTURE =]]]]

FUNNY FACE =3

SERIOUS FACE =

hahas yesterday was fun =]]]]

♥our lips must always be sealed

Saturday, October 11, 2008

HAPPY BELATED BDAY HEEREN =D
lols, very fun today =D
at first wanted to go to bugis
but kimmy cant go coz of her mother =(
so sad okay, her mother is like THE WORST MOTHER IN THE WORLD LAH =X
but its true, she took all her things
and call me not to contact her anymore,

kimmy's mother: hello, rosiana, i am here to tell you that kimberly cannot go today woth you guys because of her bad behaviour.Anto and dont try to cantact her because we are punishing her and want to know whether her bad behaviour is from her own or influenced

whatever la....
she like saying that me influenced kimmy
to be rude to her =="
what the toot

what is her problem sia -_-
oh ya, then went parkway with sara and my darling yiting =D
got 3 shirts today=D
three of us bought the same clothes
then me and yiting wore it together
so fun... haha
then met shiqi
then met jeslyn they all then they invited us for hereen's surprise party
people who were there are
me,sara,yiting,shuling,naryung,jeslyn,shiqi,irdina(=]),joel,damien,sunwoo,faiq and shafiq
=D so fun okay.....
hereen was so funny hahaha
then after we ate, they all wanted to watch this movie tittled 'P2'
it was so scary okay >.<
sunwoo kept pulling my pillow lah
i said i scared alr right >.<
so shocking la >.<
then after that we took somemore pictures and eat cake =D
then after al the guys left
heeren and her sis show us poker card trick
then we found out the tricks
ha! hahaha lols
then after that
we prank call a lot of ppl...
so funny la...
cant stand it, got one guy think that heeren's sis was his auntie

......
the boy: who are you la ******
the boy's friend: who is she???
heeren's sis: try to guess la
the boy: i think if not (a girl's name) or her mother
heeren's sis: the mother la!
the boy:shit! sorry la auntie
heeren's sis: see lah, you so vulgral, i tell your mummy
the boy: dun lah i dunno that it was you what
...

keep going on and on
omg.... so bloody funny
then went home and i reached home is like 1145
lucky my auntie sleep alr lah
if not i tio scolded alr lor
whatever la >.<
sigh........
so tired now
so ADIOS

2 MORE DAYS ^^

♥our lips must always be sealed

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Thursday, October 09, 2008

Almost get raped by Yiting D:

twice okay.....

in the pageone and in the sea

whatever la....

she so perverted la

X.X

so fun lah, went to Sentosa today =D

with Yiting,Kimmy,Sara,Jeslyn,Shuling and Naryung

then we met Jerene and Caroline

then I successfully made yiting, kim and sara wet

hahaha XD

and you know? the first thing that kim said

wheb se was all wet and coming to the all of us in shade

"omd, my v pain.."

toopid la

then yiting and sara was asking me'ROSIANA, what you do?'

lols toopid right??

then now got sunburn >.<

so pain lah, my face esp

walao............

after that went to vivocity

go shopping!!!

walao, why all the nice shirt so ex one??

all 40++

wthh, i want the shirts okay

T.T

ohh ya, stupid

jusr now sara asked me what i want for my bdae

then i list all the ridiculous things la

then she like, shit you la

then i suddenly said"BOYFRIEND LA"

lols, then i just realised that i made a BIG mistake

wahh die lah

they say what, gonna find me

whatever la

i dun wan =X

then when all of them went home, me and kim

still continued

then we went to ben and jerry to buy icecream

we sat there awhile and was watching a group

of sec 1 kids there making noise

then we had a WILD i idea

WE STALKED THEM

hahaha

they like noticed us la

keep stopping and went into random shops

so funny hahahahaha

then saw a boy using my handphone type, PINK colour

haha so gayish la

dunno why today see a lot of weird things

then went home with mrt

IT WAS SUPER CROWDED >.<

omg cant wait for tomorrow >.<

going bugis with kimmy and sara =3

nahh finally i can upload my pics

this is my pics, with make up which made me LOOK OLD

in my sis wedding -_-"

sian.........

and my gown all is too big for me >.<

sian.........

hate make ups

my sis so pretty right????

my humorous bro in law now =3

my retarded cousin XD

4 more days >.<

yeaaaaa ^^

♥our lips must always be sealed

Thursday, October 09, 2008

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

OMGosh EXAMS OVERRRR YEAAA XD

omg omg omg

yup can enjoy my life now

=DDDD

no need to study anymore

today's bloody physics paper is not as bad as i think la

MR LAU IS SIMPLY RETARDED

got the syncrodiving question

and got retarded DORAEMON on the question

hahaha

then after school went to parkway with sara

saw hot guys =3

hahas

she so despo okay =X

then we went to buy acash and went to ajisen ramyen to eat

and met the hot guys there

sara was kept whinning to me la

zzzzzz

sooner or later i wont stand it la

>.<

then went to ask for the guitar course everywhere

yay

gonna learn guitar with sara and kim

so cool la

i cant wait

then went to lan shop at katong

so nice

I MISS AUDI T.T

and my toopid lappy cant cooperate

>.<

wahh so niceee la

>.<

tmr going to SENTOSA =D

yay!!!

going with kimmy,sara,yiting,jeslyn and shuling

wohoooooooooooooooo

how wonderful can life be =]

for now!!!!

only now!!! >.<

o lvl is waiting ahead

but for now i just wanna realx first >.<

yeaaaaa cant wait for the elective module at tp

XDDD

for SARA

just think it over and over again

DOES HE EVEN WORTH OF YOUR WAITING AND TEARS???

after what he did to you???

do you really think that he is GOOD ENOUGH for you??

coz what i think is HE DOESNT

i am not being bad or what

just think, girl

he left you just like that

making things that it was your fault

now i ask, doesnt he want you to be happy?

so he want you to feel miserable all day long huh???

does that means he care about you????

kay,fine, i dont want to judge him

but, pls just this time

listen to your friends' advices

not only mine, coz may be i am wrong also

but just think carefully

and dont forget,pray to God!!!

ask him for the answer...

coz only him can everything

i am sure he will give what is the best for you =]

trust me for this one

i know that you are not that close to Him

but just, make effort

i know JESUS LOVES YOU

He cared about you girl,

and so do i

i also feel miserable seeing you like this

i didnt lie,i swear!

its just painful to see you like this

so just think it carefully =]]]]

come on, i know you can go through this

if you cant, we all here can support you

we will be there for you

so CHEER UP DUMMY

5 MORE DAYS XD

♥our lips must always be sealed

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

I love you without knowing how,

or when,or when, or from where

i simply love without problems or pride

i love you in this way

because i dont know any other way of loving

but this, in which there is no i or you

so intimate that

your hand upon my chest is my hand

so intimate that

when i fall asleep it is your eyes that close

niice rite???

i found it on my sister's wedding invitation

>.<

finally she got married,

after went through all heart broken moments

i am happy for her XD

well so this few days had been busy days for me

went back indonesia on friday

on saturday attend the wedding ceremony and party

need to wear dress >.<

so troublesome, and need to wear make up okay

i like my hair and make up for the ceremony in church Xd

but, for the party, omg

DOUBLE EYELASHES

i was dying lah

and DAMN HIGH HEELS >.<

it was killing my legs

7 CM HEELS

can you imagine T.T

and yea if you see my eyebrown now

left 1/4 only, wth >.<

soo bio paper

no time to study T.T

i swear, if i got time to, i will score v well la

its so easy... but too bad

i have no energy to study

siannnnn

emaths paper 1

you know what???

i think the paper 2 is easier la

sian

amaths, i can say it was okayyyyyyyyyy

easier than the mid exams =X

hope i can do welll

FINALLY,TMR

TADAAAAAAAAAAAAA

damn physics T.T

but never mind

TMR IS THE LAST DAY OF SUFFERING

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHH

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

and i cant wait to go

for the elective module at TP

omg omgomg

and we will be sharing the class with Monfort sec

hope got a lot of hot guys =D

omg omg omg

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

6 MORE DAYS XD

yea yea damien i got it

♥our lips must always be sealed

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

I could never love you more my dear

Than I do this lonely night

My mind is drowned with thoughts of you

As you set my heart to flight

You seem to be within my soul

And every breath I take

Always you are next to me

With every move I make

I could never love you more my dear

If I lived two hundred years

You always hold me when I cry

And wipe away my tears

If days are blue and nights are long

When my worries trouble me

You always find the way ahead

So the answer I can see

I could never love you more my dear

If I tried with all my might

You are the strength that spurs me on

And you are my guiding light

The one to give me reason

To believe in all I do

From now until eternity

I always will love you

ok....

this was totally random

dunno suddenlly want to post this

so anyway today's holiday is completely useless

i stuck here at home

with maths and chem

and i cant absorb a single thing

omgosh

help me God to pass >.<

♥our lips must always be sealed

Wednesday, October 01, 2008