ARGH................
why my life is so difficult?
why my parents cant understand me????
they always didn't allow me to do this do that
only want me to do what they want
they never get enough
do they think how hard is it for me to get good marks?
they think it is as easy as abc???
they never appreciate what have i got
i have tried my best for the mid exams
but what i get?
i only get scolded and lectured
hiks
do they love me?
do they know what is my feelings?
do they understand me?
i know that i should thank them for what they had done for me
but
these thoughts just can't go away
i just cant take it if my parent always like that
i feel like i am their step daughter
not the real one
hiks hiks
hiks
♥our lips must always be sealed
Saturday, June 09, 2007
Why is the world so confusing
it can change any second
it can hurt anyone on it
or even kill
so is people
their feelings can change anytime
they can hurt someone and kill
there are down and ups in their life
like me now
i'm in a down situation....
i dont know what i'm worrying about
i felt misereble about my result
only 1 more percent for english i can get much more beter than i have now
ONLY 1 MORE PERCENT!!!!!!!!!!!!
see???
18/40
and
113/199
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if not i can get much much much much better that this
4 or 5 in class
and less that 35 in level!!!!!!!
i am so sad!!!
if only i can move the time back,i would have beg merz sultanah for more marks
hiks
hiks
i'm so sick with my life
i have all enough.....
i dont want to hurt myelf too deep anymore
i need to change........
♥our lips must always be sealed
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Hiks hiks
i am so damb bored in indonesia right now....
i got nothing to do
just stay at home or helping my parents take care of their shop
i really can die if this entire holiday i need to do this
hiks hiks
hui juan,i really miss to go out with you......
hiks hiks
arh...............!!!!!
i want go back singapore sia
but there also not free
cant do whatever i want
hiks
somebody help me!!!!!
huh!
really i cant die young sia....
hiks hiks
hiks
hiks
♥our lips must always be sealed
Wednesday, June 06, 2007